Everythings back to normal, Im going to miss them~

Dyna going back to her MRSM Langkawi,
Syahir and Suhaimi also~ I'm going to miss them so much!
Even my friend in the same school....I miss them also~
I juz miss u Guys!

Suddenly, my heart scream~

Everybody change, juz dont change too much~

I can't stop myself frm writting today !

it must be bored to read but who cares ?
well, i knw no one reads mine
so , let me do anything I want !
I knw my grammar kind of fuck n bloody hell
but who cares ?
brr,
perhaps, i was to introvert till my head wanna explode and booommmm and doommmm!
hey , whenever I see our old pictures..
I wonder what has made us like this ?
Is it the distance is the issue ?
Is it my attitude is the issue ?
I'm clueless ! Blank !!
Mas , I tried to talk to U
bt, u dun understand ~
U r too far way till I can't hold ,
I'm too slow to chase after U !
I'm sorry but I can't find any way to stay with U .
I was too weak
But , U got to know these facts my dear !
I love u !
I love our rlationship !
I miss u !
I miss our time !
I miss things bout us !
I want U back !
I need U back !
I wish to freeze the time , do those things that we used to once before , laugh at things tat nobody will find it funny !
I just..............................................................................................

there's sumthing I know n U realise ~

awk , knape kali ni awk betul2 berubah ?
kalo dulu , sy betul2 nak kawan gn awk .
xpi sekarang , tak ot !
sbb awk bkan lgi yg sperti sy knal dlu .
u have change , A LOT !
boleh tak sy tou, knape awk jdi smpai mcm ni ?
sy tou sy pon berubah guk ,
jadi biarlah kite terus mcm ni kan ?
bcz we're nt belong to each other anymore !
xapi sy betul2 taksangka .
apa yg awk cakap ary tu mmg betul !
~there's no 2nd chance in relationship~
dan bende tu mmg betul2 terjadi !
smpai sekarang , I'm not be able to understand clearly the issues between us ~
it's smhow like a wall between us till we can't understand each other !
maybe i'm pushing too hard n u're doing nothing
or
this is our destiny ?
papepn, sy selalu doa .
suatu hari nanti kita akan jadi the real us !
dan sebelum hari tu tiba .
boleh tak awk jgn buat bende yg penah sy kutuk dlu dgan awk ?
boleh tak awk jgn percayakan sy spenuhnya ?
boleh ta awk ignore sy walaupun awk dkat dgn sy ?
boleh ta awk jgn ckap ' i luv u' ?
boleh ta jgn minta maaf dgn sy dah ?
boleh ta kalo awk dgan dunia awk dan sy dgan dunia sy ?
boleh ta kalo awk jgn buat mcm awk tawu semuanya pasal saya dan semua orang ?
boleh ta kalo awk terus pk negative psal sy ?

I knw I'm too much , but I'm sick of myself , this circumstances n our relationship !
Bcz I gt nothing to hold anymore !
Bcz I can't cry anymore .hahaha

Awk , walaupon begitu .
sy syang awk . Betul xpi ...