I never knew, it hurt so much~

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Everythings back to normal, Im going to miss them~

Dyna going back to her MRSM Langkawi,
Syahir and Suhaimi also~ I'm going to miss them so much!
Even my friend in the same school....I miss them also~
I juz miss u Guys!

Suddenly, my heart scream~

Everybody change, juz dont change too much~

I can't stop myself frm writting today !

it must be bored to read but who cares ?
well, i knw no one reads mine
so , let me do anything I want !
I knw my grammar kind of fuck n bloody hell
but who cares ?
brr,
perhaps, i was to introvert till my head wanna explode and booommmm and doommmm!
hey , whenever I see our old pictures..
I wonder what has made us like this ?
Is it the distance is the issue ?
Is it my attitude is the issue ?
I'm clueless ! Blank !!
Mas , I tried to talk to U
bt, u dun understand ~
U r too far way till I can't hold ,
I'm too slow to chase after U !
I'm sorry but I can't find any way to stay with U .
I was too weak
But , U got to know these facts my dear !
I love u !
I love our rlationship !
I miss u !
I miss our time !
I miss things bout us !
I want U back !
I need U back !
I wish to freeze the time , do those things that we used to once before , laugh at things tat nobody will find it funny !
I just..............................................................................................

there's sumthing I know n U realise ~

awk , knape kali ni awk betul2 berubah ?
kalo dulu , sy betul2 nak kawan gn awk .
xpi sekarang , tak ot !
sbb awk bkan lgi yg sperti sy knal dlu .
u have change , A LOT !
boleh tak sy tou, knape awk jdi smpai mcm ni ?
sy tou sy pon berubah guk ,
jadi biarlah kite terus mcm ni kan ?
bcz we're nt belong to each other anymore !
xapi sy betul2 taksangka .
apa yg awk cakap ary tu mmg betul !
~there's no 2nd chance in relationship~
dan bende tu mmg betul2 terjadi !
smpai sekarang , I'm not be able to understand clearly the issues between us ~
it's smhow like a wall between us till we can't understand each other !
maybe i'm pushing too hard n u're doing nothing
or
this is our destiny ?
papepn, sy selalu doa .
suatu hari nanti kita akan jadi the real us !
dan sebelum hari tu tiba .
boleh tak awk jgn buat bende yg penah sy kutuk dlu dgan awk ?
boleh tak awk jgn percayakan sy spenuhnya ?
boleh ta awk ignore sy walaupun awk dkat dgn sy ?
boleh ta awk jgn ckap ' i luv u' ?
boleh ta jgn minta maaf dgn sy dah ?
boleh ta kalo awk dgan dunia awk dan sy dgan dunia sy ?
boleh ta kalo awk jgn buat mcm awk tawu semuanya pasal saya dan semua orang ?
boleh ta kalo awk terus pk negative psal sy ?

I knw I'm too much , but I'm sick of myself , this circumstances n our relationship !
Bcz I gt nothing to hold anymore !
Bcz I can't cry anymore .hahaha

Awk , walaupon begitu .
sy syang awk . Betul xpi ...

step up to a new world !

something has happened in life !
bloody fuck ~ [haha, let me in ]
i misz my pastime !
i really dun want to be here !
messy !!
i want them back !
there's an empty space, here !
it's belong to you, ma frens~

Our DAYANA is MOVING to MRSM LANGKAWI?

OMG!
we can't stop ourselves from crying.
it never across in our mind!
and the most important
we're not READY yet!
we thought it was a prang or wakenabeb or something else!
bt, after she gave us the offer letter
we know it's a reality.
huhuhuhu.
Dayana, we gonna miss u damn much!
true!
dayana, sorry for those words that day!
If I knew, u r moving..
I won't say that..
btw, sumone told me,
that a gudbye is the beggining of forever friendship
n i'm blieve on that..
WE LOVE DAYANA!